Right now, I'm pretty chuffed. It's funny how I'm feeling accomplished over something I shouldn't feel accomplished over. See, I made a witty comment on a NintendoCapriSun video on Youtube, and it currently has 56 likes, which is the second most likes out of any comment on the video currently. I'm excited not only because I love NintendoCapriSun to death, but because his videos are seen by thousands of people. Now I know that of those 56 people, very few will actually go and visit my Youtube page, which is kind of sad...but did you read my entry from like two days ago? I'm just happy someone...or 56 someones noticed me, and I've decided to make a momento about it in the form of this blog entry. If I'm lucky, I will get a few views. I can also be excited because it means that NCS himself might see my username. A reply or message from him would be like a reply or message from Billie Joe Armstrong or something. It might make this whole past week just a little better...it might give me hope for the future and make me continue to work on my own Lets Plays and projects like that. It might just be the kind of boost to my spirits that I need to make me properly create again.
But that's all hearsay and I can't expect anything like that or get my hopes up. Or rather, i should get excited and get my hopes up...isn't that what I just said I needed? This little moment will pass soon enough, I know, and my problems will come back to the forefront, but I'd rather preserve this one stupid little happy moment than all the ones I spent dejected and unhappy.
I figure that even though this blog gets little to no traffic, the least I can do is post the video here. Hopefully by the time you see it I'll still be a top comment.
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